I am really emotional lately, with all this new denial stuff that has been lifted and finally, I don't feel so alone. Thanks to everyone. Really...I will simply believe in all of you until I can believe in myself...BTW , what do you do during birthdays??? My very favorite food in the whole world is cake with buttercream icing I have a birthday, my son will be 5yrs old on 5/24 and my daughter 7days after me and my husband will be celebrating 7 years cleans too.... what to do, why does it seem like torture??? I use to eat everyone else's icing, could not figure out why they didn't eat it... I'd even go looking for it thrown away....see my concern?? Yes I most definately need some help!! Its no secret, most don't understand... I already take glutemain, the cakes talk to me, any suggestions for these scary festive days ahead???

MiniMe