Ahhh.. I delete my fat pictures.. lemme see if I can find any... in my mind im still thin like I was in high school..(around 140) and when I see my self in the mirror I see a good version of me.. but when I see pictures of myself that other people have taken Im mortified.. I hate the way I look in pictures..

cc.. you CAN tell a difference..! Youve lost a lot of weight, I bet you feel so much better now than you did in August.. Keep it up, man.. Oh and what kinda rifle is that, out of curiosity???