So glad you found us here, I can relate to the"stopped wearing make-up and stopped looking in the mirror because I get so upset when I see how big I have become" that started to happen in my life too.
BUT the good news is we can change, we have a choice and you made the right choice to change your way of life and become healthly.
Its a big step, and they may be days that you feel that you are not accomplishing anything..... but you are. You will find this site to be filled with inspiration and when you need some just make sure to pop in and get you fill.

Congrats on your New WOL
Stephanie